A few months later, the sick dentist returned me the mould of my teeth...The set of teeth I had 2 years back...
SICK ASSHOLE!!
Actually my teeth wasn't that messy. Those gaps you see were where my extracted pre-molars used to be. I had to extract 4 pre-molars, and I received 12 jabs in total. The pain of the jabs was nothing compared to the pain afterwards, when the anesthesia wore off. But haiya, I very pro one. I since young never cry at the doctor's nor at the dentist's! Just go home and cry nia.
Back to the point. I don't understand what I was thinking 2 years back. My teeth's not that messy what. Why I so stupid, go through all that pain?! From the mould you can see that all I had were bunny-like teeth. If you gave me the choice right now, I would choose to let the bunny-like teeth remain.
Yuck. I regret going to kpo kpo and entering that person's email account. Dammit. That person gave me his email account's password 2 years back. He would leave me er xin messages in there. Of course, I can't help but enter and read right?! Especially knowing if it's for me! Just few minutes ago, I did that. Mainly because it suddenly hit my mind. I saw one dated June 05. Yes, message written to me very long ago but I didn't know because I go there like once in 6 months or something. I opened that mail. Oh gosh. It's so sick I wanna kill everyone now.
This guy used to like me and supposedly still likes me. I don't think he does though because I have a feeling he's just holding on for the sake of it. KNN. 2 years already leh. Not sick I also feel sick. As if he really lovessss me liddat. YUCKS.
Everyone, please start sending 5 blank messages to yourself with those subjects. Argh. *stabs brain 10 times*
Let me copy and paste for you his exact words.
if you're not the one..
hmm. who else can it BE?!
OH MY GOD. THIS IS SICK SHIT. I UWORHIFIOER FUCK. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! YES FUCK THAT. WHAT'S WITH THE SPACING, TELL ME. WHAT'S WITH THAT SPACING?!!?!?
LET ME TRY THIS AND SEE IF IT DISGUSTS YOU.
KENNY, IF YOU'RE NOT THE ONE,
HMM. WHO ELSE CAN IT BE?!?!?!?!?!!??!!
THE WORST SHIT IS THAT HE IS BEING KANASAILY DRAMATIC WITHOUT REALISING IT.
SO MANY TIMES, SO SO MANY TIMES, I FEEL SO TEMPTED TO JUST SELECT ALL. DELETE.
Please, tell me not all guys are like that. Wait, let me correct that: Please, tell me not all guys who are gonna like me are gonna be like that. Ack. I don't know whether I should feel sorry for him or feel sorry for myself.
Argh! I know I'm being very mean because it seems like he is oh-so-devoted to me. It's okay if he's oh-so-devoted to me. But why does he have to be melodramatic?!?! He tries to gain my attention through Ignorant Friend. I understand. What I don't understand is how IF lives through it!!! Btw, we both agree that he's holding on for the sake of it.
This is pure torture: knowing that these pukish messages exist. I fear that 10 years down the road, they come haunting back at me. I have the power to delete; I don't have the right. All I can do is either let my curiosity itch or puke.
Right now, I just feel like shaving my head and becoming a nun.
umm, hope it's not too personal or smth, but... do you think that you could get "together" with kenny... i mean.. in a realistic way? not to be the resident @$$hole la >_< but.. just curious...
Wahahaha! (What the hell's a resident asshole? I tried to search into my brain for it but "Resident Evil" kept popping out instead.)
We all know that Kenny wants me too. Kenny, let's get "together"!
It's a pity I cannot remember last night's dream in detail at all. Was about Kenny. We got slightly physical. ;)
No lah, don't think dirty. It was just extremely comfortable. I liked that feeling. A lot. I never get it in real life one. Sad thing is that I'll not.
Argh. I'm starting to forget that feeling already. That sucks.
What the fuck's so offensive about having a pic which shows Kenny screaming "Allah Akhbar"?! Maybe every who goes "OMG!!" should die as well. All of you, please kill yourself right now. If you are a person who's never said "oh my god" before, please approach those you know of who did so. Give them a tight slap on their faces and say, "GO TO HELL YOU BITCH. FOR THAT, YOU SHOULD SUFFER ETERNAL PAIN!!!"
Of course I'm not kidding. Go ahead and do that! After all, we should believe that everyone who exclaimed "oh my god" has the intention to insult God.
The last picture does not incite racism at all. You guys by making a big fuss out of it, distorting Kenny's intention, are in fact the ones who are inciting racism.
Don't you agree that racism is partly due to the misunderstandings on each other's intentions?
ITS THE LINE IN THE PIC., U IDIOT....to desperate addict.
Posted by: Minah bte Madhattir at November 13, 2005 12:13 PM
I wanna reply, "All right! So let's start a riot now! Then everything would be solved! The fact that there were terrorists who shouted "Allah Akhbar" will be wiped off history as if nothing of that sort happened. Everyone will be happy and we will have world peace! Woohoo!! We want riots! We want riots! Riots mean world peace! Riots mean world peace!"
But of course I'm not gonna do that. That's killing kennysia.com.
I think that those who are offended by it feel it more on a personal basis. Any Muslims out there who don't find it offending at all? I don't need those who find it offending to leave comments though. We have enough of that at kennysia.com.
If there are Muslims who don't find it offending, then I guess there's hope for the situation. If not, then I think we should compile a book for all different types of races/religions (not for Muslims only; don't worry). I'll title that book: Things we should never ever say about every race/religion or the whole race/religion will kill you faster before your instant mee is ready.
If you have today's paper (The Straits Times, Sat, 12 Nov 05), turn to the Home Section, page H5, and have a look at the picture accompanying the article, "Bold new show on S'pore's History."
Can you spot something wrong with the picture?
Recommended by Anonymous Coward: "Simply amazing that the ST Editors didn't spot this error and allowed the print. heehee"
Flipped through the papers and found the pic. I took a photo of it. Go spot the hilarious mistake.
"HISTORY RETOLD: The documentary features re-enactments of key events, such as Sir Stamford Raffles meeting Sultan Hussain Mohamed Shah after he lands on the tiny island of Temasek. The documentary even suggests that Raffles had installed his chosen leader in what it calls a coup. It also features him carrying a 21st-century bottle of Ice Mountain, signifying the integral role that water plays in Temasek of the 19th century."
GODDAMMIT. MY FATHER'S GOOOOODDD! REAL GOOD AND POWERFUL!!!!
YOU GUYS DUNNO HOW RELIEVED I AM RIGHT NOW. THIS STUPID DECISION SHITE HAS BEEN STUCK IN MY HEAD SINCE LAST NIGHT TILL NOW.
Wooohooooo!!! It's Italy btw. Yea, baby. Women suck at making decisions. I ask my mother and Ignorant Friend, they both gave me the freedom to choose. wfiuhwebuirefh!
Fortunately, my dad talked to me over the phone. He helped me with the decision. And he told me that we should keep our promises. Yea, that's the one thing that made me finalise everything actually.
Now I'm in the mood to study. But dammit, it's 12 midnight already. Okie, time to sleep! :)
Hehehe...In top score list leh! Actually is because they just reset the list lah...So competition not that great. Later in the day the top scorers will be those who score 100++
This week must be the guilt week. I sent AM question to my second bro. He spent 4 hours doing them despite having exams next week.
"here... done...
took up nearly 4 hours of my precious time... of course i got exams next week... see... i did it first above all my work k...
your estimates of time taken always wrong one lor... huh... ( --_--''')"
Yea, I told him he would probably take only 2 hours. That estimation is wayyyy off. I really hoped he had spent time on his work instead actually. In fact, I told him that if he's busy, he just needs to do a few questions will do. But he went to do everything within a day after I sent him the mail. I don't deserve people to love me and do things for me like that.
Muscles
My muscles ache like shite. I have to drag my feet to walk and I can't lift my arms without grimacing. I hate exercising.
Stuck
Yea, still stuck. My parents have allowed me to cancel the trip. But I don't know whether I should or not. If I don't go, it's for my parents. If I go, it's for IF. Which? Don't tell me it's for myself. At this point of time, a sucker like me deserves to do nothing for herself.
