It was depressing having to do exactly what I said before -- go to lectures alone, sit alone, go home alone. The lecturers made me smile (with their bad jokes) more than anyone I met today did. It was more hurtful that neither Girl1 nor Girl2 came up to talk to me.

Everytime I go through a rough patch, I end up blogging a lot at one go, get sick of complaining all the time, stop blogging about it and sort my life out.

I think it's time for me to stop blogging about it and sort my life out.

Thanks for all the suggestions. I know all of them...As much as I want company, I don't think I have the energy to put up a brave front and meet new people. (The term introvert came up for a reason) And I'm too crazy now to be patient and make friends.

For now, I'm just going to give up with this making friends thing, be okay with feeling lonely, focus on my studies. Once I learn to be fine with having no-one care, I'll naturally make friends along the way.